Today we are 5 weeks, only 2 more weeks to go till the first ultrasound. I am getting antsy, more than anything I want to see the u/s and find out if we have a heartbeat. That's my goal to pass.
Work has me stressed out, I have too much work to do and not enough time to do it and I am worried that the stressing is not good for me. I have an extremely short temper at the moment, and feel myself getting wound up far too easily. I am also extremely tired, I walk around all day yawning, but I can't sleep at night :( I have major issues falling asleep and then staying asleep. Last night I think i got 4 hours - I know that can't be good for me.
I'm not complaining, more than anything in the world I want this, I just can't believe I'm in yet another 2ww.....
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Thursday, 27 October 2011
Friday, 14 October 2011
5dp3dt
5 Days post 3 day transfer and this 2ww is going slowly!!!!
I am excited but a little terrified - I don't even want to contemplate that this did not work, but I can feel that little spark in the back of my mind already. I so desperately want this to be it, for me, for my husband, for my parents. I bought some baby gifts for friends today, I was able to smile at a newborn and act like myself - it was wonderful, so nice to look at baby clothes without overwhelming sadness.
I'm now on Heparin shots twice daily, estrace and prometrium 3*daily, vitamin D, Calcium, Iron, folic acid, baby asprin and my prenatal - I feel like all I do is pop pills! It's all going to be worth it though :)
We got a call on Day 5 to let us know how the rest of the follicles got on, of the 6 we had remaining - 4 made it to Blast and were frozen. We have 2 grade 18s, 1 17 and 1 15 - so very pleased with that. It makes me think that the 2 grade 19s we transferred have a great shot!
I'm still unsure about the 3 day versus 5 day transfers but I feel a little better about the 3 day now. I know we could have waited till day 5 but I def. wanted 2 put back. Since this whole journey is out of pocket for us, I thought it best to try to maximise the chance of coming home with one sticky bean!
Next Friday seems so far away... my dad leaves on Wednesday so I may test that morning to see, but I have no clue yet. Already I can feel the need to pee on a stick LOL
Fingers crossed!!!
I am excited but a little terrified - I don't even want to contemplate that this did not work, but I can feel that little spark in the back of my mind already. I so desperately want this to be it, for me, for my husband, for my parents. I bought some baby gifts for friends today, I was able to smile at a newborn and act like myself - it was wonderful, so nice to look at baby clothes without overwhelming sadness.
I'm now on Heparin shots twice daily, estrace and prometrium 3*daily, vitamin D, Calcium, Iron, folic acid, baby asprin and my prenatal - I feel like all I do is pop pills! It's all going to be worth it though :)
We got a call on Day 5 to let us know how the rest of the follicles got on, of the 6 we had remaining - 4 made it to Blast and were frozen. We have 2 grade 18s, 1 17 and 1 15 - so very pleased with that. It makes me think that the 2 grade 19s we transferred have a great shot!
I'm still unsure about the 3 day versus 5 day transfers but I feel a little better about the 3 day now. I know we could have waited till day 5 but I def. wanted 2 put back. Since this whole journey is out of pocket for us, I thought it best to try to maximise the chance of coming home with one sticky bean!
Next Friday seems so far away... my dad leaves on Wednesday so I may test that morning to see, but I have no clue yet. Already I can feel the need to pee on a stick LOL
Fingers crossed!!!
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