Friday 14 October 2011

5dp3dt

5 Days post 3 day transfer and this 2ww is going slowly!!!!

I am excited but a little terrified - I don't even want to contemplate that this did not work, but I can feel that little spark in the back of my mind already.  I so desperately want this to be it, for me, for my husband, for my parents.  I bought some baby gifts for friends today, I was able to smile at a newborn and act like myself - it was wonderful, so nice to look at baby clothes without overwhelming sadness.

I'm now on Heparin shots twice daily, estrace and prometrium 3*daily, vitamin D, Calcium, Iron, folic acid, baby asprin and my prenatal - I feel like all I do is pop pills!  It's all going to be worth it though :)

We got a call on Day 5 to let us know how the rest of the follicles got on, of the 6 we had remaining - 4 made it to Blast and were frozen.  We have 2 grade 18s, 1 17 and 1 15 - so very pleased with that.  It makes me think that the 2 grade 19s we transferred have a great shot!

I'm still unsure about the 3 day versus 5 day transfers but I feel a little better about the 3 day now.  I know we could have waited till day 5 but I def. wanted 2 put back.  Since this whole journey is out of pocket for us, I thought it best to try to maximise the chance of coming home with one sticky bean!

Next Friday seems so far away... my dad leaves on Wednesday so I may test that morning to see, but I have no clue yet.  Already I can feel the need to pee on a stick LOL

Fingers crossed!!!

6 comments:

  1. Fingers are crossed for you!!! Such an exciting time :)

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  2. Crossing my fingers for you!!

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  3. Oh, you are taking quite a lot of drugs/supplements still. I'm only on the progesterone.
    In the wait together then.. Friday can't come fast enough now! I might test a few days earlier but don't know yet. It's scary as well..

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  4. The waiting is terrible!!! It's so frustrating to know that SOMETHING is going on but we can't actually know what it is.

    Crossing everything for you!

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  5. Oh, and YAY for the great frosties!!

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  6. 2WW is the worst! Best of luck!

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